Mammy's House

They say writing is good therapy, I feel like I need therapy, I think I'll try writing first.

This last week has been crazy, Crystal my 30 year old daughter was told her baby daughter due in June has a heart defect. That's just crazy! Olivia Renee (after me) has a cardiologist, she is high risk, she will need surgery. I just can't wrap my head around this. Crystal has an appointment April 7th, April 12 and April 19th, just to get started. Life has turned upside down.

"Take one day at a time" "Stay positive" "Trust God" all good advise, my head understands but my heart has broken. The trouble with a broken heart is sleep, sleep has not been my friend this week, the parts of my mind that I can keep in check when I'm awake go wild when I sleep and I wake up worse than before so tonight I don't think I will even try.

Psalm 139:13-16 says "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise your because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."

I do believe the Bible to be the Word of God, I do believe it to be true. I know God has ordained Olivia's days and He sees her even now. Please God heal Olivia's heart.